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A little bit more clear now...
There seeme to always be a silver lining for all grey clouds. Today, I regestered to go back to school part time starting this May. I am going to persue my dream of masters and PHD-dom in English. unfortunately, this means that I have had to pass up the offer to Instruct at the Fred Astaire Dance Studio in Kitchener. For those of you who did not know, I was offere a training position at the studio to beceome an instructor. I saw the ad in the paper and thought I would take a chance and see if I had what it took. Turns out I did. I love dance. I truely do; but I would be saddend by this job being a source of struggle for me trying to go back to school. On theother side, I would hate to need to abandon the position and leave the studio in a fix. i called and spoke to them and they were pleased that I was so honest and considerate that they would keep my resume and application on file. as well, they asked me to call back in February when I had a better idea of what my schedule was like...perhaps this story is not over quite yet?

Now the plan is to go out to some agencies on Monday and see about getting myself a job for the meantime. Still need monies to do the schoolies and I want to work during school (reason why I applied for P/T studies). I feel like the mist in front of my is clearing up a bit, though still very murky. There is still a lot that I need to figure out inside myself, but I can already feel the anxiety loosening its grip on me. I have started bellydancing on Wednesday nights, it helps to relieve the stress and it makes me feel wonderful.

On the down side, I have just discovered that my dog has eaten of on my favourite shoes.